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long time no update my xanga.. so here is some new pics

look at me now.. wowza

look this cute doggy..

tink is soooo cute.

my life is great right now.. i`m still lonely at times.. but i`m truely happy

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my last entry was angry so i`m making a new happy one..

well happier.. i`m really stressed ut about school.. and home life is stressful my stepmom is going to leave my dad.. and we are trying to get into our new house.. and yeahh.. strrreeesssss.

jayson and i broke up so i`m a free woman. ha.

my new theme is so pretty i`m in love w. it.

i got the best manicure // pedicure ever last night. i love it.

and.. i love you.

fuck you and your insensitivity. surriously. the show tomorrow.. tons of fun.. i doubt it.. my day is booked .. scrambled and eggs and waffle for breakfast w. jenny [the love of my lifetime] .. 1 to 5 skateland for my sisters party where i will sit on my ass listening to hilary duff or some shit watching 10 year olds fall on their asses.. then the show at 7.. ohh goody.

the glove compartment is inaccurately named.

i was listening to this song champagne supernova and i love it.

i love oasis.

but i was thinking about it.. "where were you when we were getting high?"

yeahh.. i was thinking about all the ishh that has been happening with my mom lately and i just feel like crap about it.. i hate my mom and the way she makes me feel..

and some days i wonder.. how can she sit there and call herself such a great mother i mean.. she thinks she is so wonderful.. but yet she calls me a fat stupid bitch and a cunt everytime she gets the chance..

   and all those nights i was out getting drunk.. and high.. or cutting myself..

where was she? oh that`s right she was at home on her ass doing nothing awaiting her next wellfare check in the mail..

 my mother is a slug on the side of society..

        in her spare time she likes to abandon her children and commit freud..

she will most likely lose her apartment.. but hey oOh well..

she`ll have free bed and breakfast in prisOn..

this may make me seem like a really big heartless bitch.. but oh well.

i am really bitter about everything my mom has put me though and i always will be.

i have moved on from her and my past.. but i will always have those scars no matter what.

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